Hey guys , sorry lately didn't update le . Been busy with life again . My life so far so good.

Somehow getting better in some ways =))

Thanks for being there for me when I need you guys! You knew who you are ...


I can't wait to have "it" tommorow .

To touch "it" . =P




Was out again with family to Warisan Square to meet my relatives who came from Sandakan . Later that Bev & Leslie went to Warisan Square to meet me . Met Nadiah around there too . And also a couple of other friends . Went to YogurBerry and tasted the yoghurt...its nice =)!



Next went to a friend's hse in Telipok . My 1st time there visit her hse . And then went to Bev's hse to hang out while waiting for Jeremy to pick me up before going to his house . Had KFC for dinner... and then went Up2you cafe for a drink . Drank Apple Ice tea . Boy , it tasted like...some tobacco drink . Very very sweet , as if I'm smoking shisha . Very hard to swallow le . Felt really really "fat" after having all these today . =X



Apple Iced Mint



Sigh , Lazy edit the pictures le . =D





I'm full !








Sigh . Can't sleep again de loh .

Labels: HangOuts.

Im confused .

And I still don't get it , why some people have to be like that?








Can't wait till I have it back .

Can't wait till I can get my hands on you .

You're all I wanted .

2 days time , hopefully .

Labels: Express feelings.

Sometimes we just have to let go .

It's things that we may change in the future , if we have the chance .

Or , it will just will be the same . forever .

No one knows . Only Him .

Only GOD knows .


It's desires that hold us down .

Desires .

It's desire that wreck our lifes sometimes .

And this "desire" has caused me a lot of problems .

and I mean A LOT .

I'm tired of holding on .

Holding on to that "Desire" .

It used to be a "beautiful desire"

The one that I can always dream of over and over again .

And yet it causes a lot of pain too .

The pain which I can't tell .

Which I won't know until when .

This " desire " left me with nothing but negative sides of me .

I never see the negative sides of my personality until this all happened .

Seriously , it scares me . It really does .

and I'm really tired of it . I am .

I don't want to feel this way no more .

I want to learn to move on .

Clinging to that strand of hope ain't working .

perhaps . I think so it is now .

After all , who knows about the future?

I'm tired of it .

I can't get satisfy .

I can't get enough .

I can't be happy .

I can't move on .

All the I can'ts I can possibly think of .

I guess I'm wasting you & I's time .

Go and have the time of your life .

I grant you this .

Finally huh?

Use it well , I hope .

Because I know , One thing for sure ,

I will .







Wait & See .

Labels: Express feelings.

I had enough .


Enough of EVERYTHING .


EVERY SINGLE THING .


I'M BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN .


GO AWAY , EVERYTHING .













leave me alone.

Labels: Express feelings.

Just a normal pic of me. ..

I've been out like almost everyday lately , just to hang out and all ... and a lot of stuffs happened lately , not only me ... but also others ... and I promise to keep all of you in my prayers .

Last wednesday I was out with Bev , and then after breakfast we went to AC and shopping , I bought 2 boardshorts for Jeremy and Bev bought one , then we went to pick Wendy up from WM and head to Lintas Yoyo to buy lunch and hung out at Wendy's crib . We took a bunch of silly & crazy photos =X (Don't wanna post it up le =P ) ...


Bev , Wendy & I. ( the most normal pic taken that day )



One of the pattern from one of the boardshorts I bought for him ... I love this!


Last Friday Night was spent with Bev , Eilvane , Leslie , Jia Jia & a new friend , Carrie . We hung out at Up to you cafe . Didn't do nothing much , just chit-chat and drink whole night long . Took some pics though ...


Kachak?!





Leslie dunno doing what =P



The couple drinks we had that nite ... MYR 9.90 for 1 set ( 2 choices )
We ordered Blueberry Beer , Tropicana something Beer , Pachanan , and one more ... Peach something Beer , I dont remember the friggin names! Hahahah! Sorry !


Candid pic of JiaJia ...


Beverly , JiaJia and Carrie



This thing is damn nice man! I wanna eat it again!!! MYR 8.80 for 6! beware...its addictive! =P



3 of us ... Very blur pic ...



Yours truly with Jia jia =D



With Bev =D

And that night we were really " high " , we screamed especially me and Eilvane..screamed for no reason one =x Hahahah ..especially in the car ... and then we decided to meet Mary ... and give her a suprise "celebrity welcome " by flashing 3 camera flash at her at once from inside the car when she's walking towards the car...LOL...funny =p

She came out with her pyjamas! Hahahahaha!


Thats about it for that night ...

and that Sunday Im out again with friends after church . Was with Mary , her bf and bf's friend ... Hung out at CP and Warisan ... walking , talking , eating ... =D and went up to Growball because Mary wanted to play game and win Kuma Kuma..hahaha... on the way out her bf almost kena bodek by a bunch of pilaks ... lucky we managed to go off without anything happen ... 3 guys behind us also kena ... =X but escape also . Went secret recipe after that , had Double Delight ... fattening . Later that J picked me up and hung out at his place till dinner ... had bak kut teh because he was so desperate to eat pork after not having them in the island for 6 days! Muahahaha! He's turning into a muslim! =X...omg..

Then , yesterday ... tuesday ...was out again with Bev , after breakfast went to Maxis...then picked up Leslie from school and sent him home . Then picked Wendy up from Wisma and off to Police station , then to CP and Warisan again ... just roam around... ( Im really bored of this two places la ) ...then went Bev's hse to to hang out...Sent Wendy to Lintas to meet up with her boyfriend before Bev come to my hse and hang out =D

Thats about it . And currently I'm addicted to the game Monopoly Here and Now . Won all games so far . I'm good =p Muahahahah! Took pics ... will maybe upload them later!

For now I'm off to watch American Idol!


p/s : Idiot , mind your own business .

Labels: HangOuts.

That I wish I won't have to wait anymore .
That everything will go on as how I want it to be .
That I will stop asking myself why?
That I will stop crying in the middle of the night .
That I will stop hoping for it.

but why can't I help it ?






p/s : Wai Po , I miss you . 10 years since you left us . I was just a young and innocent little grandaughters of yours back then . Sorry I didn't talk to you as much when you were here . Forgive me . Now when I think about it , I really regretted that I didn't spend time with you all during the past . Sometimes I wonder how are you doing up there ? How's Gong ? Gong , I miss you too ! Po , Pa and Ma doing well here ... and your sons , your grandsons and grandaughters have all grown up to wonderful little kids and mature adults . Jie is graduating soon , and I'm going to further my studies soon . What about Ah Yee? Is She doing fine with both of you ? I miss her too . Tell her , her 3 daughters are doing well and they're still as cute as before . Ask her not to worry too , we'll take care all of them .

We all misses all of you .



Forever love ,

Your grandaughter .

Labels: Express feelings.

Yes , I messed up with pictures again because I'm bored .


Hahahaha . Nothing to blog lately . Im going out tommorow . Perhaps I will have something to blog about after that ! =D

Labels: Picture.

Kay I'm bored kay , since I got tagged by Eilvane =D
I proudly present to you ...


5 THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
- phone
- wallet
- key
- lipbalm
- and nothing...

5 THINGS FOUND INSIDE UR PURSE/WALLET
- Cash
- Neoprints and and my picture
- Namecards of some companies
- Bank cards
- Identity card

5 FAVOURITE THINGS IN MY ROOM
- Pillow! I love pillows!
- Bed!
- The AirCon
- My Pc!
- and of course my portable harddisk.

5 THINGS YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO
- Tan Tan Tan.
- I wish I can cook.
- Learn french properly
- Sing properly .
- Dance properly =))

5 THINGS UR CURRENTLY INTO
- Taking pictures. UHH! I just did this again!
- Into Hangies.
- I love bling blings eventhough I dont wear them that much =D
- All kinds of weird musics I never heard of...
- I dunno la!

Labels: Random.

Happy Mothers Day to all mummies out there =DD

I heart my mummy too <33 .

This year's Mother's day is kinda normal , only went out to have dinner yesterday because knew that today will have many people out there celebrating also . So we went Four Seasons to try out their steamboat because we happened to be at Asia City shopping and dunno where to go to celebrate . The food was alright la , but the amount of each selections not much le , Kinda limited also the selections ... see also dunno what to eat . Compared to the time that my family and I went to HK and try out their steamboats , super nice and many selections to choose from ... 5 ppl eat until cost MYR 500++...which is about HKD 1000+ ...at Four Seasons...it is very super little selections + little portions and pricey . Moreover , when you go there , if u're not eating and u're seating on there , you'll automaticly be charged MYR 5.00 , whether you eat or not . So pictures of food only , I didn't take pictures of my mummy , daddy & myself ... =X... even when I was taking pictures of the food with my cellphone the people working in the shop keep staring at me , and boy that shop has a lot of workers~! Like every corner also got one ... scary le...


Dunno what to order...so order this few things le...








Each colour plates got their own prices... don't be fool by the colours also...some they put the colours there , the selections is not there...


We totally ate 16 plates of different selections...didnt finish them all also...full le.. cost us MYR 105++... Ain't worth it =X... I think la... but worth a try also la if you guys want ...

I gave it 6.5-7/10 ratings =D... & I still wonderwhy so many people go there and eat ~ .

And this year didn't get anything for mummy because she doesn't want anything , said wasting money . But in return she said next time my 1st pay must treat her and daddy out for a meal ... So I'm like Okay =DD

Labels: Occasions.

LOL... to me this is just a random pic of me looking somewhere...thinking ...

And I received comments from a few friends unexpectedly saying...

~ ₪¡!¨<∞ ểħ ∞>¨¡!₪: cute pic :x ;
~ ₪¡!¨<∞ ểħ ∞>¨¡!₪: ke ai =p

I was thinking , which part look ke ai ... / cute...

Till another person suddenly pmed me ...saying

~ 星空。: leng lui'

And I was thinking again , which part look like leng lui ?

Then I asked him : " Like this also leng lui ah? "

He was like , : "星空。:ya lo , so yi shu..."

Yi shu means Artistic .

And I go like which part look artistic again?!

Don't understand le ... So I talked to Sim about it , and he told me ... he thinks...

§ɧƏŊ ŽħƏ:the hair is leng lui, the penumbuk is ke ai

So Im like ... : " Hahahaha! Okay!"


and were bored and well he's high also somehow so he quoted something about the pic ... which is ...

§ɧƏŊ ŽħƏ:	i think...it's the eyes. *art critic mode* the eyes have an ambiguous meaning. they appear to be looking into the distance or looking at the camera. but the fall of leng lui hair makes that notion vague. if it's looking into the distance, then the eyes portray a mystical feeling. then if it's looking at the camera, then it's portraying a seductive(maybe...)nature

And I dunno what to comment . All I can say is ... Laugh Out Loud . And I still don't get what is so special about the picture =)






p/s : More and More people are just too free and too much money to spend their time and phone credits smsing craps and absolutely these bunch of " cowards" are going to read this . I mean YOU , yes you , you know who you are . So , If you know its not you then don't be sad about this =DD! Cheers.

Labels: Picture.

A lot happened lately . I kinda reflect back things I did in the past . Was it good or bad ? Was it just me? or also others?Did I regret doing it or not? Thinking all these things kinda upset me in many ways . Sometimes I question myself also , like what did I do to get all this happen to me? Do I deserve this kind of treatment? Why do they have to do this to me? ...

Few days back I was like cleaning a box containing a full box of stuffs given by friends during old times ... I kept each and every of them in there ... cards , letters , messages , keychains , bookmarks etc etc . I read like each and every of them like more than 10 times ... and everytime I do so I cried .I realised I miss each and everyone of my friends . Some I've even lost contact with . Beautiful Memories eh . They always last forever <3 and cannot be traded for anything in this world . Now , reality . Most of us are leaving... some left ... and some remains here . Each and everyone of them came to our life for a reason . Yes , whether you like it or not . They come to our lives to teach us " Life lessons " in a way and often we learn it through hardships we have to go through . They make you happy and vice versa . Thank God for friends we become who we partly are today .


To think back , many friends are leaving again soon .

Loh left (At KL currently) ...
Flo left ( At UK currently)...
Lau left (At SG currently)...
LiewZY left (At KL currently)...
ShehShinYuh left (At AU currently)...
Kevin Hii leaving to Aussie 14th May...
Kelvin Soo leaving to KL 12th May...
John Kang leaving to Aussie (not sure) May...
Sharon Laudi leaving to Labuan 14th May...
Alicia Cynthia leaving to Labuan 14th May...
Amy Goh leaving this month but dunno when to Aussie...
Vigita Soh leaving to Aussie after NS...
Denise Lim leaving to KL 5th July...Same school =P ...
Gabriel Leong also this month dunno when and dunno to where ...
Vince Sanggi leaving end of this month or early June to California...
Shaun Chin going back to New Zealand after 1 month + break (Currently at Miri) ...
Bev's Sis Melissa leaving to Aussie 9th May...
Beverly started class last week...
Eilvane started class last week...
Caroline start class today~...

So many going Australia , 2nd Sabah =D
Others dunno who le...keep updating...


And one coming back!

Chrystalle coming back from Hawaii this week / next week .



61days and still counting till I'm leaving ... Half of me feel like going now , the other half of me feel like I want to stay here ...
Heh . I know . Yours truly didn't update for quite some time already . =D

Well , can't blame me also . My streamyx line was and is still down . I can't online much lately =(! & I was like hanging out almost everynight + sick + Vacation = no update time .

So , today 's picture of the day is ...



Fan : Hi , My name is Ali . Faster call my owner's cellphone number and ask him to unlabel me "Mahu buang" because I don't want to kena buang now! HELP HELP HELP! =DD

Drinks I like =)



Panchanan drink @ Up2U cafe Damai .

It's nice ! Cool and refreshing . It contains alcohol .

Tastes Sweet & Bitter at the same time --- Bittersweet!




Blackberry Beer ! Contains alcohol also but the wine and beer blends well so not really bitter le , Tastes more like Ribena =P

Both drink for only MYR 9.90 ! Cheap leh! Couple drink =D .


Ok enough of promoting for that shop's drink . It's free add! =D

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