What can I do?
Monday, May 28, 2007 //
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Sometimes we just have to let go .
It's things that we may change in the future , if we have the chance .
Or , it will just will be the same . forever .
No one knows . Only Him .
Only GOD knows .
It's desires that hold us down .
Desires .
It's desire that wreck our lifes sometimes .
And this "desire" has caused me a lot of problems .
and I mean A LOT .
I'm tired of holding on .
Holding on to that "Desire" .
It used to be a "beautiful desire"
The one that I can always dream of over and over again .
And yet it causes a lot of pain too .
The pain which I can't tell .
Which I won't know until when .
This " desire " left me with nothing but negative sides of me .
I never see the negative sides of my personality until this all happened .
Seriously , it scares me . It really does .
and I'm really tired of it . I am .
I don't want to feel this way no more .
I want to learn to move on .
Clinging to that strand of hope ain't working .
perhaps . I think so it is now .
After all , who knows about the future?
I'm tired of it .
I can't get satisfy .
I can't get enough .
I can't be happy .
I can't move on .
All the I can'ts I can possibly think of .
I guess I'm wasting you & I's time .
Go and have the time of your life .
I grant you this .
Finally huh?
Use it well , I hope .
Because I know , One thing for sure ,
I will .
Wait & See .
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