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I've always known that I'm not the only one in this world who misses home .

A place where we can always find comfort , peace , memories , experience , and most of all Love .

Being with family is always different , than not having your family around you when you're away .

At times , you felt like you don't have anyone to rely on when you need them , at times when you go around places you'll always felt that some part of you still misses home , and that home is always the best .


For me , at times I'm confused whether to go home or not . I really do love being home , and I miss being home all the time . But , one thing that stops me from wanting to go home , is usually the memories that were built and the past experiences of things that happened that might just , break me . Feelings were built up , and the thoughts of not having the same feeling when I go home fears me .

I am terrified of that , but here's a good video that made me really miss home . I teared because I know , deep down , eventhough I am afraid of all the things that happened which made me who I am today , I still don't mind and regret that it was a part of my life .




Here I'm sharing with you guys , A peace of Home .

Glad that I am going home soon , real soon .

Labels: Express feelings.

So I went to watch The Ugly Truth with Bev just now since we needed to find presents and relax a bit , tommorow is last day for exam . Sales & Marketing :S .

Anyways , The Ugly Truth was really awesome . Laughed so much just now I had stomach cramps . Love it , and I don't mind watching it again for the second time .

The main thing I wanted to blog is actually , about language .

Well I'm not trying to be racist here but the "black people" here is always very , annoying and most of them are perverts .

Its like coming down from the lift , or walking around Mentari area they will be staring at you and most of the time , try to get your attention.

I encountered a lot of this , remembered about the "are you married?" conversation , yea not only that one ... last month there was another one ...

Scene 1

It happened when I was in the lift and there was only me and this "black" inside. suddenly "black" turned to me and started talking but I didn't want to be friendly knowing that most of them are perverts you see.

and he started talking and I just ignored the whole time as if I don't understand a single word in english that he is speaking , he asked me tons of questions about my background and I just ignored until he asked me , you don't understand english?

Then I just nod my head and looked away . Like ya watever , and he started saying things like how come you don't understand english ,I knew a lot of chinese girls who go to school like you and they can speak english , you just didn't want to talk to me . <-- Stupid right , he knows already yet still want to continue talking to me .

Then suddenly there was this malay guy who came in the lift , but the black still continue talking and then the malay guy was staring at me as if thinking why is he talking and I'm ignoring him .

So , I just ignored la and went out of the lift , before I went out , he still got guts to ask me , are you going to college? Like hello ? Is that even your concern?

xxx

Scene 2

It happened just now . Coincidencely it was raining heavily and this taxi guy at Sunway made this "black" sit in the same cab as us back to Suriamas. So in the car Bev and I only spoke chinese because we didn't want the "black" to talk to us . We talked alot of things , more like complaining how awful "blacks" are , how we dislike them and all that...then ,"black" was on the phone most of the time too. Somehow when we almost reached Suriamas , which was after his 3rd or 4th phone calls , he spoke chinese to his "black" friend on the phone .

Bev and I was like : "shit! , think he heard us ."

Then , black started talking his native language and laughed with his friends. We thought that he did it on purpose , not that he understands chinese but anyways , after that Bev and I started conversing in French till he left the car , and we started speaking Malay to the taxi driver.

I bet the taxi driver was so confused why we have to speak in so many different languages.

So , you see the main thing here is language do save you at times when you handle this kind of situations , especially when you want to avoid them talking to you and at the same time telling them that " I am not interested " . Its either you speak in some other languages , or you just act dumb like as if you only know 1 language in the whole wide world . Who cares if they said stuffs like "bullshit , i don't believe you" and all that crap or saying that you're stupid in his language that he think you didn't understand. At least you know , they're the one who is stupid .

Labels: How people think .

My economics lecturer last year a.k.a my sales and marketing lecturer this year told me something suprising today about my diploma finals result for his paper.


and yea , he find it suprising because I never bother , i mean seriously never care to listen what he say. most of the time I just sat there and dream away .

even my FnB lecturer last term told me that he was suprised when he marked my finals paper for FnB because trials I only got like 15+/20 and he said finals I got 19/20 lol

anyway , i screwed up my management paper today which sucked but still able to pass I think . 16 marks gone with the wind . Ah, who cares.

Law and Sales and Marketing left . Wish this week will not end :(

Labels: College.

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Its true isn't it ?

Labels: Express feelings.

Im using Tumblr most of the time now for personal stuffs .

So , expect less personal stuffs posted in here .

I might do some changes to this blog soon .

If I have enough time .

Labels: Random.

I wonder how , I wonder why?

Save me because I've been falling hard.

Labels: Express feelings.

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