Have you ever

felt like you wanted to buy something that cost you a sum of $ ,

yet your heart is so undecisive because you just don't know if its the wrong decision?

I'm facing that kind of problem now .

I'm actually kinda scared to make decisions whenever if concern a large sum of $ .

Moreover , its not from my pocket .

So if anything happens , I will always feel very guilty .

Dilemma for spending so much $ & at times wish that I have a job or actually work right now so that I can use my own $ to buy the things I wanted to buy without feeling bad if anything bad happens to it .

Sighs. Oh well.

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Went for laptop hunting today .

I'm still undecided despite going through so many laptops .

The specs and the prices at times confuses me much.

and I don't know whether what I'm going to pay for is it worth the price of what am I buying.

such dilemmas.

I hate to make decisions.

Even the colours of it .

probably will get a new lappy by tommorow .

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The White Elegance party @ Bed is tonight .

decided not to go :)

xx

ciao.

Well I've been trying to blog lately but due to reasons like this :
1) everyone's busy so I couldn't get pictures
2) i just don't feel like going out lately and there's basically nothing much to blog about
3) both my lappy & my desktop crashed . Yesterday.

History 1 .

Lappy crashed more than 4543654 times already , I just dunno whats the problem anymore but I was told that , this time it is the motherboard. I've encountered the same problem since a year ago.

Changed the motherboard a year ago and now the same problem again.

had the lappy for only 2 years now.

Really sucked big time cause I've lots of stuffs in there , which I stupidly didn't save in my portable harddisk . ALL my recent pictures & songs . Kill me already . Sigh .

History 2.

Same goes for my desktop.

Well , I've only used Hewlette Packard all these while but all these problems keep coming in.

Reformatted and fixed gazillion time , now I'm thinking whether to just fix the motherboard or just buy a new laptop instead.

I was told the cost of my laptop motherboard can buy me a new lappy .

Decisions . Decisions .

I really don't know if I should still buy Hewlette Packard or what next.

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Anyhow ,

I felt lost lately

& easily exhausted.

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I wanted to go out , but part of me felt like just staying home .
It's been like this for a week or so now.

I think I might go out tommorow , or at least this weekend to clear up my mind.

cross fingers problems won't be worser than it is right now .

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ciao.

Caught the meteors last night around 12am-1am .
I saw 6 of them , within an hour .
It was really beautiful.
I'm a Gemini myself , the meteors are actually named after the starsign.
The Geminid Meteors Shower.
Most anticipated meteors shower this year.


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Am still waiting the pictures for my next blogposts.
Everyone is so busy , so am I.
Decorated the house with X'mas decorations , caroling tonight :)
Listening to David Archuleta's Christmas from the heart album , blissful feeling.
I wish its Christmas now.
Oh did I even mention that I love Latin church masses?
I can't wait to go to one again , like real soon.
The joy of praising and praying in latins.

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Tommorow is the day.
Brings up special memories .
The day that , alot of us is looking forward to.
I don't know if I still do , I used to.
Now I don't know anymore.

xx

Off now.